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As the end of the semester nears, I find that I'm more exhausted than I've ever been. It's been a really rough ride for the last year, and quite frankly, the fun times haven't quite made up for the bad that has happened. The friends I've gained have changed my life, but the friends I've lost have done irreparable damage. At least I'm not scarred beyond recognition. Or maybe I am. I don't know. I can't tell.

I'm just really, really tired. Frustrated, too. And lonely. And emotionally compromised.

My hatred for school grows more and more with each passing hour. I tire of jumping through hoops, but it's all I've ever known. The last fourteen of my twenty years of life have been spent in a classroom setting, participating in a flawed system that has only succeeded in building a severe hatred and disdain for education. It's a bad attitude, I know, but with the knowledge I've gained about how twisted and broken the system is, it's difficult to continue forward like a lamb to the slaughter and pretend I don't know what's really happening.

*sigh*

And as trite as it may seem, I'm tired of being single. I just want a beautiful man to snuggle. Is that really so much to ask? I know that a relationship won't fix anything, and I certainly won't pretend like it will. I'm not going to blindly jump into anything, either; my standards are far too high for that. But after twenty years, I can finally say that I'm interested in getting into a relationship. I never thought I'd see the day that I'd actually want to experience romance, but here it is. 

...Yeah. 

Can I just go into hibernation for a year? Please? No? Okay. I guess I'd better go take that final that's happening in ten minutes, then.
  • Listening to: Wintersun
  • Reading: Nothing.
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: Nothing.
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Nothing.

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Heather
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'Ello, guys!

My name's Heather. I'm a happy little ray of sunshine with a mildly dark soul. Consequently, I get along with all sorts of people.

Me on the outside. :iconhurrwalleyedplz::icondererplz:
Me on the inside. :iconevilgrin2plz::icondeathfaceplz:

I am:

An avid cat-lover
A sophomore in college
An amateur costume-maker
Almost five feet tall
Indecisive
A Mormon
A sucker for beautiful men with long hair
A metalhead in the making
Happy, except when I'm not (derp)
Afraid of conflict
My own worst critic
A procrastinator
An empath
Someone to come to if you need an extra dose of love :)
An excellent hugger
ALWAYS here for you when you need me.

If ever you're having a rough go or just need to rant to somebody about life, don't be afraid to Note me. I can't stand to see sadness in anybody, and if you'll give me a chance to lift you up a bit, I'll do my very best to do so. I may not always know how to respond... but I just want you to know that there's at least one person out there who cares greatly for your well-being, and that one person is me. :meow:
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Onyx-Philomel 5 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the recent favorite, Heather. :skull:
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ChaoticInsanity13 2 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
But of course! :meow:
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romancefreak Apr 15, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You got hugged :iconsweethugplz: !!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!) 

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you! 
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least! 
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their page! 
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet) 
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away! 

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1. 
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved! 
1-3 you're a bad friend! 
4-6 you're an ok friend! 
7-9 you're a good friend! 
10-& Up you're a great friend!
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HannabalXMarie Apr 11, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
I love your work! <3
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ChaoticInsanity13 Apr 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Aw, thank you! :la: I'm glad you like it enough to watch me! I truly appreciate it! =)
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HannabalXMarie Apr 13, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
^_^ You're welcome! <3
I couldn't resist myself! :3
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:iconidolum:
Thanx for the fave^^
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ChaoticInsanity13 Mar 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're very welcome! It was well-deserved, I assure you! :meow:
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Steamonic Mar 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Great work :)
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ChaoticInsanity13 Mar 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much! <:]
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